BUILDING HATRED

i've been from hell to experience this multitude of experiences that keep on telling me that i should start making my own moves now.

ah yes, i've let the environment predict what's in store for me. i've allowed them to push me deeper into a labyrinth of nowhere. these experiences and these people i have come to grow up with have mindlessly made me realize that they're actually already trying to take me down.

and i find it not funny anymore. the joke they find on me has backfired on them. but the impact it would make would crash in on everyone's blind spot, where this plan of an evil nemesis is at work.

i'm getting tired already. my patience is starting to wear out and my egocentric humane is starting to eat me up.

i am at the brink of collapsing into my own world, the biggest defense. everything else would be shut off and the only rule i would follow would be to pursue my personal interest and bring down the crab-oriented demons.

this is my plan to save myself. the world now has transformed itself to a living nightmare, turning everyone against one another and where pride is the priority among everything else. this is where a mistake shall be corrected by another. the hard way has been chosen as the way out.

i am on my own now. it is not easy for me to trust, but that would be the least of my concerns. today, the competition starts now to get to the top and i have to emerge victory to show everyone how selfish they are. and so i have to become one, too.

it would be difficult to turn back now, there was a gunfire in my mind. the race has begun.

hopefully, i'd stay alive in the end...