i found it extremely uncomfortable upon realizing that putting up an extra effort could be a waste of time. to the most of what i've been trying to do, worthless they seem to be... expecially in the eyes of the mischievous and judgmental others.
this is not an expression of depression. rather, a big sigh to a clear blue sky that never understands. the worse part of it is that i am forced to compromise for its own sake.
at a moment i would observe these finished, put up a smile but later on take pity upon them. for time will not even allow them to breathe the world they are expected to step into.
i have to do something. but oppose to all these, i have to make things my way.
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