we've been together for some time now, i admit. and i do not deny the fact that in the short span of time, we've come to grow with one another. each of those days, we'd be clutching one another until we come to the end of suffrage and realize that it's time to move and get on with life.
move on and let go, that's what we did.
what i know, what i should know by heart, is that we could have matured already to know our own decisions and which directions to take. but i just couldn't let go...
i couldn't let you go, not now.
i'm seeing you now, better than before. no more are you sad and hopeless. you did not show weakness and vulnerability. you are not the person anymore who easily breaks down to cry just because you discover some unbearable truth. you're new to me, but still the same old friend that i have come to know.
the verge of knowing, the edge of falling... falling for you.
the search for truth continues. and i'm trying my best to resolve this immediately. no, this situation that i'm going through does not hinder my everyday activities. this is just to make sure that i am nothing misleading myself into a realm of nothingness. it's not of my concern if i should be hurt or go head... in time i will understand.
...because i have to.
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