these past few days weren't that good for me. school is back alright, but i'm not even willing to accept the fact that vacation's over. i may be excited to see my classmates again, old and new, but never do i wanna see myself groping over those books and notes! darn it...
after a long time, i returned to http://web.tickle.com to acquire other interesting tests. actually, i almost had all answered. but this time, seeing the question "What Makes Your Mood Swing?" caught my attention, and it really helped me somehow.
what keeps me upbeat is being energetic. i can be wild, spontaneous, hyperactive, noisy, and excited... these are what holds me from getting to the dark side. unfortunately, the results also show that being on that other side is caused by exhaustion or stress. yes, school work and other responsibilities may give me a bad day... those shit-ass people who care less than themselves, bitches who never wanted to understand anything at all... dimwits!
agh, i'm tired... totally dead tired! and at this point, the feeling of sadness starts to crawl into my arteries and i'm beginning to hate myself again... the others, well they're still safe for now. how i wish everything related to me is fine. how i wish people would just try to understand me. how i wish i can just fully be numb and careless from all the good and bad things that keep on pinching me every second of my life.
now, I'm in need for someone... badly. (Sighs)
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