29 April 2008

TRUST ME

don't make me trust you
i doubt you'll even exceed me
though with your assurance
i still am not at ease
did not need it, i couldn't say
that past is all that it is
and please, make me forget how i wanted to be near you.


the brim continues to flow
and yet i force myself to stop it
out my hands this water escapes

reminding me of too much for nothing
...efforts for nothing

maybe i'm deaf and blind
ignorance plays the apathetic part for me
my heart beats for a closure
but not wanting that kiss of goodbye

a tear would never roll down this cheek

i realized i have lost this enchantment,
the end in mind to keep going

please hold my hand tight
i do not want to let go...

20 November 2007

MAHIRAP MAG-ISA

ang hirap nung ikaw yung gumagawa ng lahat ng paraan para makipag-ayos lang. ang hirap nung pakiramdam na ikaw ang may kasalanan, kahit alam mong naibigay ang lahat ng kaya mo. ang hirap magalit sa kanya, sisihin siya sa mga kasalanan niya at maningil ng utang na loob dahil ayaw mong lumala lang ang namumuong mantsa sa inyong pagsasama.

mahirap, dahil mahal mo yung taong yun.

mahirap dahil walang nasusuklian sa lahat ng sinakripisyo mo. mahirap mag-isa.

02 June 2007

FOUR MYSTERIES OF LOVE

#1
siguro nga hindi ko na kailangang pakialaman ang buhay mo, dahil kahit kailan hindi ka nagkaroon ng pakialam sa akin. (sarili mo lang kasi inaalala mo)

#2
no, i don't trust you yet. and i'm not the best friend that you have to go through (there's someone else, if you should know). it's just that we've been through our best and worst times together. and we've grown to trust one another. i know you understand, and we can be friends, too.

#3
pride ko na ang nagdidikta sa'kin kung bakit nanghihinayang ako sa ginawa mo. umasa ako na makakarating ka. ni hindi ka nagpaliwanag. tapusin na lang natin 'to.

#4
bakit ganun, hindi ko magawang magalit sa'yo? kahit nasa harapan ko na ang kasalanang nagawa mo, natitigilan pa rin ako dahil sa kakaalala sa'yo. gusto kasi kita, pero yun ba ang nagiging mas matimbang sa lahat ng mga bagay na namamagitan sa'ting dalawa?