NO ONE ANYWAY

i wonder why i still hold on
for a long time i've known i should already have
no one's been telling me how stupid i am
but their faces show their pity on me
no one wants to believe me
no one even wants to listen anymore

if i have to move on, i have to let go.

TRUST ME

don't make me trust you
i doubt you'll even exceed me
though with your assurance
i still am not at ease
did not need it, i couldn't say
that past is all that it is
and please, make me forget how i wanted to be near you.

the brim continues to flow
and yet i force myself to stop it
out my hands this water escapes
reminding me of too much for nothing
...efforts for nothing

maybe i'm deaf and blind
ignorance plays the apathetic part for me
my heart beats for a closure
but not wanting that kiss of goodbye

a tear would never roll down this cheek
i realized i have lost this enchantment,
the end in mind to keep going

please hold my hand tight
i do not want to let go...

MAHIRAP MAG-ISA

ang hirap nung ikaw yung gumagawa ng lahat ng paraan para makipag-ayos lang. ang hirap nung pakiramdam na ikaw ang may kasalanan, kahit alam mong naibigay ang lahat ng kaya mo. ang hirap magalit sa kanya, sisihin siya sa mga kasalanan niya at maningil ng utang na loob dahil ayaw mong lumala lang ang namumuong mantsa sa inyong pagsasama.

mahirap, dahil mahal mo yung taong yun.

mahirap dahil walang nasusuklian sa lahat ng sinakripisyo mo. mahirap mag-isa.